It\'s tearing me up..
It\'s still all i ever wanted.
My dream job.
But my dream ain\'t the same for my friends.

I don\'t want to hurt them.
I don\'t want to be apart.
I don\'t want to miss anything

But i really want to go.
They want me to go, for me.
It will be, the first time i have to be really selfish.
Do something.
Just for me.

Not for them.
Not for us.
Just for me.

I will for my first time.
stand alone, for my self.
I need this.

Have to stand for my self.
Learn to be independent.
insted of sopiled.

I\'m going out in the big world.

*gone*