Sometimes I`m sad without quite knowing why
Or maybe I do, but I don`t wanna admit
Sometimes I feel like I`m weak
But then I know, that, that is when I`m strong
- When I dare to hold on, dare to not run away
despite feeling so small, despite crying, even though
I really don`t like crying - cause crying makes me aware
of the pain kept inside - crying makes me aware of my own
true feelings - not always understanding them all at once
making me slightly confused

But I know in my heart that I am strong
even when I feel weak
I know that there is something greater than me
watching over me

I know in my heart
that crying is okay too
that feeling small and insecure
is just a feeling we all have sometimes
And in my heart I know that I am loved
and provided for
by something much greater than me

I know that I am blessed with people
that loves me
I know that I am blessed to have
such wonderful friends and family to love


I`m feeling a little bit better now
after writing these words
Love, live and let go of your pain
cause the only thing worth holding on to
is the love for your loved ones
the love for life
and the love for God

I am letting the pain go
and I look at the beauty in life
cause among those thorns
there are cotton clouds and
pretty kittens
among those thorns
there are
songs to make you sing along
rhythms to make you dance


among those thorns there are
people who loves you

So feel free to cry and feel sad
but remember these words;

You have a friend out there who cares for you
a shoulder to cry on, a place to come and rest
your heart and soul
Close your eyes and let go of the pain
cause only love is worth holding on to
the love of life, the love of God
- That which will always remain the same.