There’re so many steps yet to take
And still I’m losing my way
Decisions I made overshadow me
All colors wash into grey

I know I’m supposed to feel
Each moment in you is real
In your arms I should be free
Yet boundary is all I see

I’m fighting to reach a result
And trying hard not to fall
The reasons I had are eluding me
They now don’t matter at all

I know I should not regret
No moment I shall forget
I know I’m supposed to be
At peace, in serenity

This cold brings me down on my knees
The wind becomes my defeat
Each step seem to threaten my entity
Each war has me incomplete

I know I’m supposed to seek
Yet now I just feel too weak
I know I should fight to win
But question it all within

There’re so many steps yet to take
And still I’m losing my way...