I close my eyes to this world as I enter a new one
Where I feel safe and where I would be normal
Take me away, make me normal and make me feel
Here I’m safe, here I’m stronger and feel like I can do anything
I know when I open my eyes again, everything will be gone

Take me away, hold me and tell me I’ll be normal again
No medicine can take away this feeling
Like a snake you pierce my heart, like a suicide you trip me
Fake it, smile and bow, still it doesn’t help
As I fool the world and fade away my self-esteem fades with it

Hate me, beat me and break me down, I’m so much more
Wounds will heal but not the ones you gave me
Take me away and tell me I’ll be the one
The one that will stand there at the end
The SCREAMING in my head won’t stop as it eats me inside out

As I close my eyes I’m back with you, safe and normal
But I know there is a new day soon and I have to face it
I try to hide, I try to be strong, I try so hard
Make me see and feel, can’t you show me how to be normal
But I belong to the living and you are not one of them
I know I have to return soon, because the dream has to end sometime….