You were my first kiss, first lover and first love.
The pain inside me cant be compared to any other I have ever felt.
It burns, and aches as if though every part of my body feels the need to erase itself.Erase itself from this world of suffering, for the first love is just the kind of love that hurts the most. The tears are neverending and forcing their way out of unwilling eyes. My throat is dry from gasping after the air I need. But cant get. Because the air I need is the one you breath out. I need your embrace to hold me together in one piece, so I wont feel this cracking inside of me. This horrible, suffocating pain. God I dont understand what went wrong. Please, just this once, let me go back and undo what I did. Whatever it was. I need you so much, it sounds cliché, but it's from the very bottom of my withering heart. I have no clue how to get through each and every day without your wonderful smile, passionate kisses and strong embraces. I need you, and truly love you. If only you could see into my heart you would never doubt how much I love you, and that I cant ever imagine a life without you. I'm hurting, come back please. I cant find a reason to wake up in the morning, or eat to sustain my health For what is the importance of health if I have no will to live? You are my life, my very reason to breathe. I love you, te quiero. Truly.