i know i made mistakes
i know what mistakes i did
but my queston is:
why do i then keep doing the same mistakes?
i wish i could learn
then he might see me again
i would chance for very few people
but he is one of them
i once made some mistakes
and reacently i made them again...
why did i make them again?
cant i learn from the past?
is there something wrong with me?
i think there is....
i know people says:
if he is the one he accept you
all of you...
but no one fully accepts everything
thats one of the reasons we are humans
but still....
i wish i could chance so he would accept me
i wish that everyday
and everyday my wish is ignored...
i try everything
but nothing works
my love to you is pointless
you dont see it
you donst accept it
and you dont want it
how did i come to this?
how did i come to love you
dissapoint you
make you throw me away
make you hate me?
i tried everything
what will work?
you want me to say:
i am so sorry?
i will do it if you want me to
is that what it takes?
that i say sorry
...again?