How could I ever get you out of me?
I got a new life, a happy life, but POOF,
You suddenly pop up in my head.
Totally unprepared and weak,
I can't hold the tears back.
Why ?
You're like the worst drug that I have ever fought for
and tried to get rid of.
For so long time,
you've been in my head.
How could I ever get you out of there?

You can't really see that there still is a part from him,
inside me,
It's buried.
The little part of him is so small,
but still,
it's there.

Deeply buried in my head, in my heart.
Like a bug of some kind.
Like a virus.
Like cancer.
It will never really be gone,
but you can hide it,
hide it for a while,
and still live a happy life.

But when it shows up again,
you will pray for nothing else than it will disappear.
But it wont,
at least, so it seems.