my life started with emptynes
then came nothingnes
now there is pain...
it all started with ''them''
then HE came
he showed me true love
and real happienes
then came the travel and the new old
we moved together in love
it all seemed to be the complete happienes
until i met HER...
his mother WHO hates me
she does what she can to move us apart
i love him so much
so it Hurts when he doesnt see it
he doesnt hear how she talks to me
he doesnt listen to the Words she uses
and now he sits in there with them
he laughs...
they laughs...
but i dont...!
the pain when i hear his laughter mixed with hers
when i know she thinks ''he laughs with me and not with her''
when i know im not a part of it
then it hurts
it feels like im Thorn apart
im getting splitted in two
one WHO wanner survive and feel well
and onw WHO doesnt care and just wanner stay
part of me wanner leave this place forever
and the other part wanner stay by his side no matter where he is
i am pregnant and that is a third part of me
thats the part who wants to protect the Little one
thats the part who say fuck you to the other parts
but no matter wich part i should listen to
it Hurts that i cant listen to them all
i wanner make him happy
feel well myself
and protect the baby...
but that aint realistic
i know it
i know i gotta choose
but why me?
why this paine?