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Do people like us ever find love?

People like us
Like you and me
Are we damaged goods?

I wonder
What a relationship is when it's real
I wonder how it feels
I study people that are in them
I see how it's supposed to be
And yet all I see is the surface

I have had my focus on work and studies the last 2 years
I tell myself I need to focus
When I don't want to focus on that
I tend to focus on my workouts
Either that or that
I don't want to focus on relationships
Because I seem to be autistic when it comes to them

Although I've learnt to read people
I never seem to find real relationships

I discovered I have adorably HONEST eyes
Too honest, they reveal all I'm thinking
All my insecurities, all my inner fears
And I have been like a mouse to a cat with men

I hate that about myself and I have tried to hide it for so long
I detest that... that willingly look I get in my eyes

So I just don't know how to be, to be loved
Because the real me is just never good enough
She never has been
She always get left, alone
And unloved

I guess that's what happens to people like us
People who are broken from their childhoods
Do we ever heal? Do we ever get a chance?
Do we ever find happiness in others?




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Publicerad 2014-04-15 21:25



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