It's the greatest silence

Dreams of being with
the ones you hold dear
Unable to move your feet
Grass against your back
But your eyes won't shut
as the sun makes you weep

You realize
that you're only alive
because you're breathing
You realize
that you're only breathing
because you must

Staring at the door
but never out the window
thinking ignorance is bliss
Crying, shaking, how it hurts
screaming your lungs out
but not wanting them to find you like this

It's the greatest silence