Sitting in this empty room
That's now mine
Used to be yours
But you're not here
I sit here all alone with all my fears
Wish that you were near
Feels like all that I hold dear
Either slip away or just disappear
Your happiness is all that I want
But I wish you could be happy with me
You're my best friend but I wish you could see
Our relationship the way I want it to be
There is always a me and a you but never a we
I will always be here whenever you need me
But the fact that you don't always need me hurts like hell
Why does it have to be that way?
Everytime I rise, it's time I fell
Whatever I have to say is always hard to tell
All I do is yell
To wish you well
Is the only thing that's left for me to do
Goodbye my dearest friend. I will truly miss you.

It's funny
How everything can change in nearly just a year
The movie nights replaced the nights with vodka and beer
Now I'm standing in the doorway seeing your back dissappear
Despite the tears
Please turn back again
You're my closest friend
All the fucking good things just have to end
Don't they?
The closer I get the less likely you are to stay
All this god damned pain is just the price I will have to pay
I'm made of clay
And there are cracks all over this pretty face
That's what weather does when it's hard
Or were they there from the start?
They now go all the way to the heart
I'm falling apart
Into pieces
All over the floor
I pull myself together but get scattered even more
And outside the door
The rain starts to pour
I'm melting now
What should I do?
They tell me time can heal the wounds, and I do hope that is true
Oh god my dearest friend
Do you know how much I'll miss you?