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the blue sky

so blue blue blue... it's been a hard fought battle but now you're here. and I touch you and you touch me. and I cry a little on the inside and I smile. and says
"this winter felt like it was gonna last forever... then you returned"
and I saw tears in your eyes because you know my words by now. you know they meant something. they come from somewhere real. and you kiss me... a kiss that so filled with love it melts the ice away.
nah, fuck this pig headed shit. it ain't real. it's air. it's farts. it's romantic bullshit. it's nothing.
that's not real life. real life leaves you sobbing with the bottle. and you put your gun against your head but no one comes barging in to stop it. and she is out fucking someone younger than you. better looking than you. bigger cook. better fuck than you. real life holds you by your throat and doesn't let you go.
real life doesn't give a fuck
it just happens and happens
toughens you up
no one phones
no one texts
it's just the night
swinging away at you
and it keeps coming back
for more
but victory is mine. because I'm not forgotten. she knows who I am. she'll know me until she dies or her memory goes rotten.
it's not a good fight. if you can't take a beating
you gotto endure it see. it's not how you are those days when everything clicks. it's how you walk when the ground beneath you quakes.

I can't do this and be fake too. can't you see...? so fuck it... I'll do the bum thing from now on. see where it leads? you know...

this is not a scream for mercy or second thought or attention. it's not even a scream. you always think you want attention until you get it. than it turns out it is just as ugly as anything else... that's why blue blue blue... that's why the beautiful eyes and the tight pussy... but I can't. I won't. life is a gift but it ain't like the movies. your not the hero of everyone's shit.




Fri vers av Alexander Gustafsson
Läst 180 gånger
Publicerad 2017-04-26 23:52



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