Sitting here,
wondering
what to do next.
It have been
days
and weeks,
of this long and
painful battle.
Feeling worthless
and wrong,
is just the tiniest bit
of the whole.
Alone
and with no where to go
I sit here,
crying,
broken
and stuck on a
roller-coaster of
disasters
and hell.
Slowly
slowly
fading away.
Like a bird,
lost
and confused
in a world
of fishes.
A lot of this,
doesn't make any sense.
But it does,
it does to me.
It does
to my mind
and life.
The words I use,
are never fake,
nor lies.
Some will relate
to my text and
words,
but some
will just
be confused.
On the edge
of loosing it,
I will say
the only thing,
that I tried
and failed.
is to
never give up