I fall asleep
hoping to feel nothing
so much time has passed
since I felt any emotion

but there you are
standing in front of me
beautiful as ever
if not more

I'm a grown man now
but you make me feel
like a teenager again
I'm at a loss for words
I'm speechless

'cause when I see you
when you're around
it's like the earth stops spinning
and I'm floating above ground

after all these years
even though we haven't spoken for so long
somehow
you're still inside

and I know
that you've carried on
you've lived your life
while I was dreaming about you

it's not your fault
I'm just a silly fool

Happy New Year
and many more to come
I wish you the best
even though
I wasn't the one