I can't balance
friendship, romance
love
I can't be temperate, moderate
I write to much, to little
overthinking, being anxious

Can I tell you that I worry?
Can I tell you that I fear?
Can I tell you that you are amazing?

Are you my friend,
am I in love?
Do you care
or just answering my texts?

Am I burden?
Can I ask you if I am?
or would that be one more thing I write?
Worry, so much worry

Overthinking
obsess

Amazing
Annoying
A pain in your soul

No, I can't write
I write if you write
if you do not write
then I know

But maybe I should not write
and tell you that?

Do I want someone to love me
or do I want to be in love?
Is the person a stand-in

I don't know
but I know
that you are amazing