I picked a great month to be sober throughout,
I was thinking 'Ha! I'll show you all with any doubt'.
But I am wincing, curling my toes to disprove this theory,
the need to drink away the pain you leave is eery.
I am hiding on the balcony, trying to drown you out,
you're not yelling, it's the silence that is too loud.
Shirts goes first, then pants and then belts on top,
I am trying to close my eyes but the images won't stop.
It's been less than 12 hours but I feel like I am still dying,
can someone please tell me what to do when you can't stop crying?