Have you ever had that feeling, after you've spoken to someone who's not a dear friend, but only almost. You ask nice and sometimes a couple of, for you, urgent questions which don't get answered and soon everthing is very silent again. You sit there and still wonder what the answer might be to that question that you waited for and which should have been such a realease for you, to have had been answered in a positive, nice and truly way. The silense that makes you even more sure, that something is wrong after all.

You start to think it was better before you picked up the phone. Now you're even more worried. Well, maybe your friend just had to watch a favorite tv-show instead of talking to you. Maybe it was very important to her. It doesn't have to mean that she dont care. You want to believe that, but you just can't.