The daylight is bright, it fills my eyes.
People are happy, promises were good.
People are upset, expectations not met.
People are in doubt, future so uncertain.
All good things, they distract my longing.

Soon - night will fall and I will be alone again.
Alone with my thoughts, of you.
Lust, desire.
Joy, intimacy.
Shame, I'm not good enough.
Pride, I can be there for you.
Sadness, because this time will pass as well.

The double edged sword of longing will tear my side, my heart will be exposed.