okay so you know how people say drowning is the most painful way to die
well it’s only painful if you fight it
one you accept and take a breath allowing the water to fill your lungs the pain goes away and it’s peaceful despite the fact that you’re dying
i think that depression is like drowning
i fight
struggle
and it’s painful
and we do everything in our power to stop ourself from drowning
the panic sets in and i can’t breath
trining my best to get to the surface
my lungs starts to burn
but then you accept it
the pain
the suffering
the lo loneliness
then you take a breath and it’s suddenly kinda peaceful
the hurt and chaos goes away and for a moment all is calm
so yes it is like drowning
it can be peaceful even tho your dying