so. i had deficiences before. real badly. then i started taking sleeping pills, so i slept better. i had it so bad before that it seems i didnt dream at all.

anyway, now, when low on neuroleptics. i take zinc and b-vitamin pills. i know id have low b values for like 20 years. basically, if you spend a lot of time indoors, and sweat a lot, your b-values are probably low.

anyway, onto the dream. i only remember the ending.

basically, my family was at a fun fair. miss solved the hardest puzzle. but dad just drank from one day to another, and befriended everyone, and thereby solved things.

anyway, i saw my mum as 30 years old there. she looked stunning. i saw her as 40 in a dream last year, where i photographed her naked?

oh yes, when i woke up, i felt so fucking good. nothing compares to dreaming, nowadays. not sex, not fantasizing about some hottie for hours in bed, not making great beautiful art, not tasty food.