I’m so sorry my son
I didn’t know it all
I tried and
some went well
But there where a lot more
to wish for - I know now
I can feel your endless pain,
Confused and in the past

I want you to heal so badly
And start to feel free and safe

Free your self and your creativity
Free yourself to be you
Free the sun and power inside of you
You are endless

I can see you hold back your life - there are no Stop signs in front of you
I see the resistance
Sorrow comes from eyes - Why me?
Like you aren’t ready
Like a huge permafrost impossible force
Trust me my son
You are ready
Let it melt - love it all

It just take some time and effort and you
Need to be strong to let go
You don’t need to do anything
Let go and find love and peace
It may sounds weird
But find the key
And you can open the door

It’s so much easier to stay
Where you are
I know
I did it myself
too long

It takes a lot to grow
Sometimes it feels like not reachable - why me?
But I can tell you
It’s not a dream

Become a three so high and
with roots so deep
Now no one can ever hurt you again.
Ever….

Heal my son heal
You will find it all
You are not alone