For once I slept well; though an hour or two less than desired.

I have in two sessions had my standard four cups of coffee.

This is pretty much the closest I get (coffee) to A.D.D. medicine – the primary effect of caffeine ‘’alert’’.

I am very open in writing. Anyone who has read my material, and taken note of it, will have noticed that.

This morning’s section will be no exception, after that rather long, introduction.

I have been spending time rewinding my difficult lived life to; I drank every day for fifteen years (as I have said, was it ever a problem? I don’t know.), re-connect with old friends or acquaintances. I have had minimal luck. …

Yesterday it struck me to write a regular postage mail to Mike – a former friend in Usa.
Then I realized I may have his email address saved under yahoo. I did.
I had even transferred it to gmail I noticed.
If it is the primary/current ……. remains to be seen I gather.
Mike is someone who took me under his wing.
Mike is homosexual and I have developed a somewhat homophobia, but he always respected my heterosexuality.
Anyways, as if it was a product to buy in a store, Mike has great merits. He has a huge heart, is very intelligent, and is knowledgeable about the psychiatry system.

I AM WAITING FOR HIM TO GET BACK.

I told him I could use a chum/buddy/pal/friend. I have barely talked to him since I left the United States 23 years ago, and he may be getting old, but his merits are great, and I told him ‘’I AM A HANDFUL’’…….