(boring, like a diary entry)

Me is not doing too well. Not that I should. Beat. But not beaten. Maybe beaten. Neil Young is playing in the background. Financially I’m ok at least now. I should be moving in the future and that is where the bureaucracy comes in. 1% of bosses are fair. Other power-inebriated. Haha I can use big words in english like you guys can in Swedish and have to look them up or something. That was solely a joke. So these bosses don’t have humor in general and just act like machines. So I gave this new one (1% chance) a chance, and like The Who sing meet the new boss, same as the old boss. Well the new boss should be better, if I make it to that place. It will probably be the place I move. And as far as killing pain, and killing time, I have killed some time, and the pain, well writing is supposed to be good. Though I can’t complain if a soul doesn’t find this interesting. I might put in an introduction (boring) or something like that. So kill time, kill pain, I have No pills for that. I get some stuff, prescribed, during the day but it is pretty weak after continual use. So No pills to kill the pain. …Well kill time, what about kill bureaucracy, well they aren’t worth shit 99% of them. And writing is supposed to be healthy, and my nervous system is all awry, and common topics are Syd Barrett, Bob Dylan, John Lennon. Why I don’t write more about Fee is probably because Josefine is gone. What to write about, kill time, kill pain, kill bureaucracy… in thirty-two minutes is medicine time and also the start of one of my egyptian football games – that i have tipped on that is. Everything is a distraction. Small money. Small money amounts. I was really disappointed and disgusted with the bureaucrat today. NOTICE IT SAYS KILL BUREAUCRACY, NOT KILL BUREAUCRAT. Alright, silly oneself has to clear something like that up. Friends family? Pretty  m u c h  none to speak of. I wrote a piece this morning (before the bureaucrat mishap) about emailing Mike last night, he still hasn’t got back to me, I would give a lot of money for that – if he can be a pen pal that is. [my mind just entered blank]. This is like a diary entry. If you read it thanks. Not one of my better pieces, easily put. Bye.