You should try having fun
In whatever you do
Watch movies for example
There is many things to do
Live your life having fun
As much as you can
One need to have fun
Try finding things to do
That is good for you
And fun for you
You can also have fun with others
Share your fun
And good things will come
That person will then start to appreciate you more
That person will want to be with you
Then you can find companionship
In that person
Which would be great
Altough some times you need to do things that is not so fun
Like paying bills and what not
Doing them chores
Day in and day out but they just haft to be done