To save my heart
To save my heart
I stay apart.
I close the door I opened wide.
I thought somehow were you by my side.
How wrong was I.
Had you cared less?
I will not try.
I feel distress.
And yet
I think of you often
I shouldn´t have let
My soul´s gate open.
Why did you believe just as me?
Why couldn´t I just see?
Why did you like the same?
I thought I uniqeness could claim?
Alone am I.
So lone and shy.
Introvert pretending to be what I am not.
Alone I will rot.
But still I am glad.
Not as you might think - sad.
I have my joy in dreams of gratitude.
And life is just prelude.
I will love and always love again.
I will always be the same.
I will take pride in being just me.
Walking in pasture and by the sea.
I will see the sunrise
and I will rise as well.
Alive as water in the well.
Drinking eternal water.
Being a royal daughter.