there is a new chapter the words are no longer dancing like they did for 2 months or 2 weeks i don’t remember

madelene- i called my mom a whore, she doesn’t want to hear from me

martin- caught up in the drugs

börje- yeah that psych. worker was all friendly but in retirement i haven’t heard a word

elna- basically same thing

anna-carin- i asked madelene if she needed cock, and madelene said she had an older boyfriend

j- future undetermined, future determined, leave it at that

mother- deadbeat whore compulsive liar

father- rapist

lena- made fun of her anti-marijuana views to seven persons

ISAK- do you like anybody? not really, everyone left me, or i left them

maria- sent her a letter wednesday she may have got it today, hasn’t replied

workers at this place- none comprehend swedish and/or care

don’t even mention jourhavande präst bunch of jag-off < forget what I was going to write > assholes

cousins, uncles, aunts- don’t talk to any of them

siblings- two don’t respond, one i don’t have contact with

mother’s sambo- he is a rude fuck

antanas- that’s mother’s -ex he is in usa

all my former friends in america- don’t talk to any of them

the book publishing three people- yeah i could write them, then again, NO, because I wrote them I would be doped down and not be able to finish the short story definitely

hmmmm i’m struck out for people

neighbors- the guy to the right is an irresponsible drug user

neighbors- the ones up at the big house, it is ‘’hi’’, ‘’what is for food?’’

come on there has to be some worker you can talk to- maybe