Thoughts and feelings, is my version of love.

I gather when I am in love I know it.

I have grown, and I have grown from Josefine.

So the whole Josefine endeavour is not fruitless even if correct re-connection doesn’t occur.

How about technical terms for a relationship; there it is in the above line.

So my idea of love is thoughts and feelings, and I have grown; I gather my ''thoughts and feelings'' will (continue) being used for my authorship.

So   want / need   is another agenda one can look at. I want sex; I need love.

No songs are really ringing true today, writing to Phish Sand December 16, 1999.

I’m about to finish this ''chapter'' 8 and send ''the letter'' tomorrow – the planning of sending ''the letter'' tomorrow, Sunday, May 18, has been that way for a while.

There is not much more left to say. At least not what I can think of now. Perhaps there will be a ''chapter'' 9. Then, later, I will let know how  I   think / feel  after  sending the letter. If anyone cares I do not know.

Again these ''chapters'' were written for more reason than one; partly for me to work out my thoughts and feelings – something I know I will have to do further – applied to the future – in an undetermined time. That means; couldn’t phrase it well; I do not know, how long, I will have to work out thoughts and feelings.

I wish myself luck, if there doesn’t come a ''chapter'' 9. Will make it to brevlåda tomorrow, rain or shine.

Thank you,  and I wish I luck

I was let share,  Thank You