That is pretty good. Sometimes I question my sanity. Talking about *unk and säpo. I blame it on the internet, and anyways, own quote, it is better to make a fool of oneself, than be boring. I try to be uninhibited. And isn’t that a goal? Of course, especially for an artist, a writer. No terrible nightmares, and yeah 4 is more than usual. Now I got the whole night… to eat ice cream or something. Like the movie ‘American Beauty’ my father was doing massive psychological damage to me. …My childhood yet I asked him to a favor and it ended acrimoniously, I said ‘’roger
You are nothing’’ a mature way to say fuck-off. My mental health poor is solely due to rough upbringing of father. So why would I ask him for a favor? I needed help with medicin agenda and it is unsure if he helps, oh he did call one place, so yeah a bit. Listening to Trey Anastaio Traveler again. Was gonna throw in a porn quote – not even relevant. BUT THAT IS THE THING, one should not censure oneself. It’s just like, am I like the others, do I want to be like the others, though poeter is pretty liberal. Hmmm smoke and ice cream probably. / Signing out as disoriented

ca 03.30 paranoia is building up as i can not log in to poeter.se  < wrote this on microsoft word >
recension vid 03.54 stängde av och på datorn men kan fortfarande inte logga in på poeter