I've been disingenuous
I've been a fool
I've been all of that
trying to be cool
when I should have been real
I was numb and couldn't feel
I have these regrets
I see them more clearly and can't forget
how I lost sincere moments with people I met
forgive my immaturity
forgive my loss of integrity
I stand before you
and pray that you will somehow understand
the hard road in becoming a man