i know mother is together with an alcoholic
i realize mother is together with an alcoholic
it took me some time to realize mother is together with an alcoholic

i have told her she is together with an alcoholic
she doesn't listen
she was together with a rapist, religious fanatic, alcoholic
the order those three
she lost her virginity to the rapist

out came ''which she laughs proudly at'' four accidents, I, and my three siblings
sister is in california, sister is in chicago, brother åtvidaberg, me rävemåla

yeah i've taken a few destination trips
and if only my writing would start to rip
basically I got all the big idols in music, bob marely, neil young, syd barrett, bob dylan, ryan adams, phish
and how does that belong on this dish
well as a writer, i take a lot from barrett and dylan, in personality
wouldn't you miss me?  in my mind where i stand behind / barrett    all i can do is be myself whoever that is  bob dylan's 135th dream / dylan    self-pre-occupied inventor
and the self-irony is from ryan adams
...thanks for another biography, want to put out another personal ad?
pass...but that is kind of my writing
and i don't hear voices, the shrinks are sooo on me for that

hat
flat
great
busted flat
in baton rouge? right
i give up the fight
how would i categorize this?
drama/dialog like usual
and everything is true

won't you
not forget
about me when you are down and out ..right..
give up the fight

i am so tattered
and battered

slept zero to four hours for thirteen months
with very few exceptions
ending november that
thanks for a medical journal too, no problem

put some literary sutstance into the end then
i know where mother has been
she doesn't know where i have been
she has seen dolphins
i have seen dolphins
i probably studied the fin a little closer
to not let the guy get the most of her