Watching the fools strutting around with their inner monologue which they think the whole world is involved in. You know, the things that "everyone knows and talks about" and carries around.

"Have you ever seen a unicorn?"

No, I haven't.

"Exactly. So there's no such thing."

Get past your old embarrassments...

You want to defend your bad taste choices, your actions from the past, but are still stuck defending everything you've been told is You.

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Cleaning in my everyday life, in my ugly sadness; in the all too pitiful where one wants to ask whether I'm kind or just slow and sluggish.

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Wringing my eyes out until they reach the lie that you are beautiful.

Falling in love with my endorphins. Not with you.