i have been there,
done that, for no less than fifteen years - in a row
it is not something i am proud of, but something i went through, and a learning experience
just the other day, i looked at the fuckin' expression, drown your sorrows
i said i never did, but precisely, when all hope is gone, feel... something.
that was about the rule of the rule
and this daily action was a spree between ages twentyfive to forty, and yeah we is talking every day, pretty darn inebriated, granted i had some brain cells to burn(?)
so did i ever ''supa ner mig'' well that too, hit rock bottom. ''drowned my sorrows'', ''dränkte mina sorger'', ''supa ner mig'', hit rock bottom on alcohol, and who would think at age twenty or twentyone (and also later, it is; possible) hit rock bottom from marijuana. again, i had too many brain cells, and none of it was a good idea, anyone buy that? well it did introduce me, to the pleasant world of art, and helped me become intellectual.