i'm not gonna write this to save you, and i'm not sure i am writing it that it will make me feel better. about the 5th time, i should look at myself?, seduced and forgotten. and what category to put this under.
well, all pain makes you stronger, as long as you don't die. pain, at least as this, makes you wiser, ...and also less prone to trust people in the future.
there is really not much to say. is this an essay? what is it. i do not know, more like a diary, but when i publish that i don't know where it ends up.
you can't prove anything. there is no real revenge. and why not look at myself, since this is the 5th time, or about the 5th time, it has happened. ...it is not a fun feeling getting seduced, how come i keep getting seduced? taken the fact i don't want it to happen again. clearly it is because i am too good, and they pull out.