"its not hard, just work" - arjuna, 2004, lurker lounge Diablo 2 modding forums. If your life sucks its because you're a junkie. So quit being in self denial and get a straight edge tatu on your hand a big fat xXx so you get a reminder to be a good person to yourself and to others. Believe you me. Ive abused the strongest substances on earth and im still alive to tell the tale. I prefer now water milk and orange juice to beer. Ive even done 85% absinthe. Ive injected gasoline. You can mention anything Ive done it. But i reached my low. And then i snapped out of it. You can as well. I believe in you. Like NIN says were in this together. Godspeed man. Apply for a better job. Go to university. Nothing is impossible.