Isak when was the last time you attempted suicide?
Never have.
''Aldrig hänt'' sa claws eriksson.
Claws eriksson?
Yeah, he was boss, a few years ago, at a place I lived... I was suicidal for over 1000 days in a row.
Did you seek help?
Yes but the German doc (shrink) sent me back and made me pay 700 swedish crowns, for the taxi.
A common problem?
In broad strokes, you end up on psychiatry unit when you don't want to, and don't end up on a psychiatry unit if you want to.
Aha. If I may ask something out of the blue. You are somewhat amused by the emergency phone at the Golden Gate Bridge?
Yes, and presumably they have them at many bridges... if you're gonna jump; call instead. There is limited research, but appears it is little help with suicide prevention.
And how are your views on suicide prevention?
If a person wants to commit suicide, they usually succeed eventually.
Is that appropriate to write on here?
No, I just put at the top ''suicide is illegal, and coercing suicide is illegal''.
Aha. Probably good. When was the last time you attempted suicide? ..Eh ..already asked that, have you ever succeeded at suicide, to make this a little wild/funny?
Well to elaborate; as said never tried, but felt how a belt feels around the neck... so negation still to attempt... anyways yeah I want to meet my maker, firm believer in God.
Are you sure you are not coercing people to commit suicide?
I put the disclaimer at the top. Huh < laughs a little > I suppose I'm still guilty in that respective, no, even if you believe in God or want to meet your maker, I don't encourage you to commit suicide.
Well, this interview session is swerving out of control. How would you, like, to commit suicide?
Jump of course. Well of course to me, it just seems natural and good, and stuff like that. And I have entertained the notion of jumping in front of a train, but couldn't. F'ing jump.
..Aha. We/I call that suicidal ideation.
I don't believe in psychology. It is ''logos''. ''logos'' comes from the greeks, and the greeks were wrong.
Your delusions still leading you to suicide?
Stop. I, to God's name, have no delusions. I don't want to go further with this point. And in no way, would any delusions, play in to ..an attempt.
So what is necessary for you to commit suicide?
A pain-free, fail-free method.
Have you ever thought about eating rat poison?
Yes. I know a man that actually did kill himself eating laundry detergent.
How do, you mention at the top it is objective, you suicide at a social level?
Like the beatles sing ''it's the institution''.
So you are trying to help/change the world?
Yes. And foremost ''it's the institution''.
An inner truth based on vast reflection?
Usually when I say that I am joking, but yes, around summer this year, I got in heavy inner reflection, foremost ''it's the institution''.
I see you won't budge on that, want to provide the definition of it, ...and how to change it... otherwise there is no point in sharing?
Yes, and correct. Let me find it on the, internet...
''a facility or establishment in which people (such as the sick or needy) live and receive care typically in a confined setting and often without individual consent''
And how to change this, it is largely but not limited to the psychiatry system... , well there is A LOT one can do, and i am NOT a man of empty promises, i will return to this question, got laundry in 8 minutes.
Thank you and good bye.