Today I took a trip down memory lane.
The road was filled with sorrow, mistakes and pain.

Today I spoke of things, that I have never told before.
Opening up my heart, made it fragile, made it feel sore.

Looking back on things, made me a little sad.
I have so many experiences, that makes me very mad.

Talking about my past, made me feel tired, worn out and old.
There\'s so many things I should have done, so much I should have told.

I did quite many things, that I\'m not proud of having done.
Things that might seem crazy. Hurting myself is one.

Today I took some curage, and went to a shrink.
She asked a lot of questions, she really made me think.

She told me that It wasn\'t strange, that I used to want to die.
Hearing that from another person made me brake down and cry.
She told me It was \'ok\', that I should let go to grief.
That was so good to hear, a really big relief!

Speaking words of wisdom, wont do me any good.
But at least from now on - I won\'t be misunderstood.