It was cold that day...
(on the outside)
cold and bleak
(a hurricane of nothing)
and dustclouds in the wind

(give... reason...)

from eyebreak... daybreak...
(falling out of bed)
through searching, expecting...
(your eyegaze in mine... scorching)
I only found dust...
(was I gone so long)
I found... dust...
(where you should\'ve been)

(... give me a reason...
one lone reason
to carry on
(to not give up)
to carry on
(to... not... give... up)
to... let... you go...
(in peace))

I woke myself up...
(cleared my own mind)
with a slow shot and a punch in the gut
(breaks me every-time)

to break this shell
(my own personal hell)

I have to hurt
(... to feel better)

I have to fall down
(to force myself up)

I have to lose myself
(to remember...)

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