i want to be someone i'm not.

i want to be beautiful, i want to be yours
want to have you, just hold you in my arms

i dont want to be just that girl
i want to be that special girl
i want to be loved

this is a fucking nightmear
ore is it a dream.
but if it is a dream, why can't i just wake up

nightmear or no nightmear
dream or not
i dont like it.

i don't want to be me
i want to be that special dream girl
you always dreams about.

i want to feel loved.