I have made a choice, that I not will have
anything with my father to do.
Because he has not benn in my life for many years
and he has pushed me away
and chosen to drink and not be in
my life, he has missed my baby years.
He has also lied, hurt mye and I
have thought that this was my fault,
because my father not has loved me
and didn´t choose me.
My mother has been both moter and
father in my baby years, we have come
closer to eachother.
She is my next best friend and she
is the most important person in my life.
I will not be hurt by my own father
any more, that is why I have choosen
to not have anything with my father
to do, he knows this and have accepted
that I think.

But he has not realised that
he has drinking problems.