See who i am, becouse of what you have done.
See what you made me to, see what i become.
You don’t know a thing, who your own doughter are.
You never even cared, you only wish i were a son.

That’s not a reason to leave me all alone, you know sometime’s i wich i were stoned.
I wish i would had died, in some of my tries.
Yes, i wave tried.
Your doughter feel so good, feel so fine.

No depression my ass, I were bullied already in 3d class.
I were fat and so you said, i wish you were the one who wanted all your life to be dead.
I have been fighting all my life, becouse of my disorded childhood life.

I have been fucking around, sens i were 14.
Done 2 abortions i have to, but well you never care and never wanted to.

When i went on anti-depression pills, i tought i could fly over hills.
At the beginning i did as my psycholog said, but i still wished i were dead.
I hade alcohole problems to, you can’t even see what this have to do whit you.
well if you use them together, you don’t feel pain or whatever.
You become a zombie of all times, i would not have cared even if mom died.

I misstreated her all my life, tought she were the problem in my life.
Do you know why i always cried?
I didn’t want the boys to be puched aside.
I stoped living at you plase, becouse i didn’t feel safe.
Understand i left my brothers all alone, that’s what made me take all shit on my own.

I changed...
And now i understand it all.
You were the one who misstreated me all along.
If you care you can to it to, trade alcohol against me again.
So i can come back to you, and do things we used to do.