I show my dark side outwards
In order to protect my light

My light that some people want to snuff out..

The light the dark
It is there both within me

My light guides me
and my darkness protects me

I know everything will be just fine
Because of who I am.

Still living and breathing proves it.
More than anything
for myself

I am working on building for my future

To be the one that is here for myself.
Because in the end
you only have yourself to trust and rely on.

And I intend to be here for myself

And maybe slowly
falling in love with the beauty
in the world around me
and appreciate the little things again

My season is fiiiiinally starting now.

And maybe I can soon
stop
holding my breath..
and just be calm
and connect with myself
and mother earth again..

It's time.
The divine right time is upon me.
I can feel it.

As everything is aligning
I know. I know it's time. My time now.

To be in awe with life
and the Universe..

I will one day stand there, as out of my deepest desires and dreams..

Gaze upon the stars
And just be in my fullest potential
One
With it all

Already in that moment in my heart.
Now to make it come true..
It's time.

The moon the stars
has always lit up my path

Now to be there in the night
In that light
That matches
My soul

Where no sunlight burns my skin..
But where the autumn air and vibes
Resonate with me
And I can finally take a breath
And feel the most alive

As the world around me starts to shift..
withers and dies.
I do. I do feel the most alive.

And it makes me excited that it is that time now..finally..

It's time..

With shivers down my spine again..

I follow my heart..

Once more.