you wish you never met them
you want to hate them
but the love you gave
...you... they were gonna save
it all adds up to one fucking mess
like an internet friend pretending to be someone else what a contest
like hugging a tree
and then realizing it is alive
or right in front of you, re-incarnates to a rabbit
that would be the opposite end of the coin
a fate of fantasy, but obviously
you don't want to be in the first situation
how do you ''not let in'' soulless and/or godless people
it is a gamble ... probably
at least yet, I, am not good at it
this would be the craziest self-therapy
and/but... I... am not only writing it for me
how do you ''not let in'' soulless and/or godless people
they CAN be good people, one in about twenty
or maybe not
zero, or very little chance a soulless/godless person is good
...author sees good/bad with people, no  shades of good / shades of bad  people with this...
how do you ''not let in'' soulless and/or godless people
< my mind just went blank >