THIS MISERY
Sometimes I don’t want to live when I hear your voice
But I can’t go, so I have no choice
I will live this misery until my spirit is free
That’s the way it is, the way it has to be

I and death are the same
You don’t believe me, I’m insane
You choose life, I’m already dead
Maybe I should have stayed in bed

I’m on the stage in my dreams
Imitating life as it seems
You are awake and ready to go
Please don’t go, I love you so

Years and years I’ve been alone
I hear voices in my phone
But I don’t want to talk anymore
I’ve said what I wanted many times before

So leave me here to walk in hell
I don’t have more lies to tell
My life is yours to tear apart
So I can live this misery again from the start