For a moment i saw happiness shine its divine light upon my face. For a moment i thought life would turn ut ok. The moment was quickly over, happiness turned its back on me, walked out of my life to never look back again. Darkness and gloom once again embraced my pitifull body, twisting in agony, shivering in shame and disspair, i walk alone, the long lonely road towards my end. How does it end you ask? With a bang? With a whisper or by the end of a rope at the snapp of a broken neck? I do not know yet, but my dark-hooded life-companion is always with me, looking over my shoulder, wondering why i have not given up my breath yet. Is there anyone out there, someone who shares my beliefs, shares my sence of loyalty, love and compassion, or will i forever stare down into the abyss wondering how much it will hurt as my fall ends. I can feel it closing in on me, my ending, my fate, my mistress of pain and agony, she will hold my hand when I take my final breath, the only one who has yet to abandon me, silent i walk….