like tear drops in the rain
blue blood drips
through the lonely sky
as I force my self yet through another round
I see her smile through the dessert
temporarily I smile back and find some strength
to walk another few steps

everything slows down
into a singularity of
memories

so long ago
I was not on a path of escapism
I was my own inspiration

my mind was so pure
unpolluted of the things I ignored
and flowing through all my thoughts with easy

I needed nothing
I had a magic power

Now I seek it

It is somewhere inside me
but I lost its key

Somewhere in the chaos of today