I am waiting. For a sign. It makes me angry. Stupid me. What is not clear. All is clear. I see. I hear. You do not want me near. Wasted years. Wasted tears. How much i have cried for you. I live in an ocean. Of salt water. I am so tired of swimming. Give me your hand. Help me up. But you do not. You do not care. I am not there. I am not of importance. I have nothing to give you. No fame. No fortune. When love is not enough. There is nothing more to say. Now. I will not swim anymore. I dive down. Finally. I feel the ground.