i know its wrong but I just cant do it by myself
life I keep failing smile I keep faking
lying to myself and everyone I have around me
believe me I do not feel why don’t you just release me

maybe if I confined in you, you would love me as I am
but I cant talk to you, your eyes see right through me
in you’re world I don’t belong, love is nothing for my part
in you’re world I want to go, off the blue dots I just want you

blood dripping dripping slow I thought I should let you know
I drowned in that ocean my ghost keeps my shoes warm
and I know I know I know I know that I should stop
but I'm alone alone alone alone in this fucking lonely world

drugs take me off again make me feel I'm whole again
in the shadows I feel safe but I guess I should switch lane