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In the middle of a loop

In the middle of a loop
I stood, for a few hours.
Not angry, sad
nor ill-mannered, or hurt.
In the loop, I could be
once and forever free.
In the action of fear,
in the hours of sadness,
I wouldn't be able to hear
anything that could tear
me down.
Isolation is my best friend,
the loop is where my isolation is.
Not ill-mannered nor free
Here is where I'm meant to be.


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Publicerad 2022-02-03 13:37



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    ej medlem längre
"loop"

i have
for a
long long
time
felt like
hell is forever
and heaven
is temporary

i have oftentimes
in extreme war veteran
like anxiety marathons
felt that way

sometimes
a longlost friend visits
with a cake
or a drink
or something
and im saved
from the haze

or im listening
to my ample
record collection
and some song ive
never related to before
sends me in extreme joy

usually though
it just goes on and on
for hour upon hour
until night passes

same for work
no matter how much
you loved it
in the beginning
after awhile
everything
about it sucks
the spiral, the loop

but then
eventually
a new student
or a new for hire
comes to visit
and you fall
in love again

it doesnt last that long
as relationships
dont anymore
but all that hard work
made that
small cute gift
the gods felt like
sending to you
eventually
it all worthwhile

usually though
i try to create myself
out of this black hole
of information
sounds
kinetik motions
that i intake

to dig out of the hole
and maybe sometimes
dig into someone elses hole
to see their beauty
in all of its glory
their gamma rays
which fleet from its grasp

and we dig eachother holes
and fill the other ones
with our feelings
and thoughts
until we are

one

in a loop
like 2 suns orbiting
around eachother
in eternal eternities
some billion of years
alone
together
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Tricia Johansson
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