It Is Time

It is time to go forward, not back. I will not stay behind the shadows anymore, It´s up to me, not WE,not US or my family as I'm used to, only me. I have been transformed to a breathing open-mind
humanbeen.

I will not tolorate my shadows anymore, my shadows belongs to the past. and the past is nothing more then a memory, which has been as an burden on my shoulders, It is time to
step forward to show the world who I really is.

pain is only mellowness which leaves this body for this moment i write this. I am a new man and I will not be afraid when I go through shadows of my time which has plagued me.
It is now or never. I´m not afraid any longer.
It is time.

Im Not like my family. I love my family but I would never be like them.

I want to create my own history and discovering new things, accept the shadows but leave them behind not more than just a memory.
I lost my enjoy of life when I was home. I did everything I could I took the fight but it was not enough. I was down for the big countdown, I lost my breath, and it opened my eyes,
Is this really my home?, my life?, or even my choices? And I had to choose the choice that would hurt those I loved most in order to survive
My life fell bit by bit like a house of cards in the desert with no end. It Is TIME..

I will never forget you, my cousin who did what he wanted and ignored the others, life as the others, I bring my cousin's memory where ever I go, and think how you had done.

A new revolotion is taking place and I will for once be at the center
, Say what I think, and not be so damn Swedish all the time.