A crippling fear of the results
To afraid of rejection and insults

Was it the plan of the universe?
Is emotions nothing but a curse?

Feeling of betrayal like Caesar ever had
I've never wished for amnesia this bad

Shrugging without freezing
Feeling hatred towards nothingness

Frustration will take it's toll
Throwing anger at no goal

Never listend to my closest
Never followed their advice
Never dared to gamble
Never rolled the Dice

Who's to Blame?
Destiny or curcumstance?
Who's to Blame?
Never felt I had a chance